||[Dec. 26th, 2014|05:04 pm]
I have been crying, I dont know what to think anymore. I dont want to cry but my tears keeps on flowing. I want to scream so loud and wanting him to hear me curse. If there is such a word to call a person for taking all the bullshit she didnt deserve that would probably by nickname.|
Why? I ask myself. Ive been cheated to, lied to for so many times. Why I am bearing the pain and being hard on myself. Why I am putting with all of his lies, alibis? I dont want to love him anymore. Im so tired of crying.. I know he is fucking someone right now.. and yet im still here, waiting for him.. What kind of life i have been living in?