||[Nov. 17th, 2014|12:42 pm]
my mind is drifting...what have i done wrong to be treated as shit, verbally abused when all i did is to love and serve him...
I cant help but cry everytime i think about how i threw my ego and pride away and kneeling asking his forgiveness and second chance.
I guess there is no more second chance, he fucked someone else, flirted with someone else and he is using this little thing i did to make me go away. he doesnt want to be touched and would mumble cursing me while i was crying for his forgiveness.
I feel nothing now.. i just want to cry till my eyes puff out that i have no more tears to shed.